well things are looking up. I have finally found my carreer job. I landed a R&D tech position at Ferro Electronics Materials Systems. I will be working on solar cell technology. There is a paste that goes on the silica plates that helps move the electricity around the system. I will be making batches of this paste to apply on a panel, we then test the efficiency of the panel. Anyways, i really dont feel like writing. To tell you the truth, i am thoroughly bored of tabs, so i really dont see myself writing anything soon. peace

Where has the motivation gone? Is a joe job that bad, or am i just loving the life that i lead. THe life where i can drink my morning coffee at leisure, go surf for a few hours, clean the house til its spotless, work on some of my projects, prepare dinner, and watch a movie before bed. Now let me ask you again, where is my motivation to find some crap job since finding your Chemistry Carreer job takes time.
I was talking to my brother yesterday who informed me that it took his friend four months to find his chemistry job. It also took another couple months for one of my friends to find her second job. So the question is; when is it my turn. Frustration-yes, Nervous-yes, relaxed-yes. Whatever state im in right now, at least i know its much better than being an undergraduate at SDSU with all the sluts that arent worth the breathe they breath.

Well, i havnt had a computer to work on for quite some time now, so i havnt been updating, or even looking at tabulas. I checked it the other day and found out they changed all kinds of shit, making my webpage look like crap, so fuck you tabulas, you suck. Everyone go join myspace.com where it isnt quite so lame. Other than that, i graduated from college, moved in with my girlfriend, and am looking for a job. Since its going to take some time before i find the chemistry job of my dreams, im probably going to work at this surfshop nearby where i get a fat discount on whatever i want. I started going back to the gym, since i am sick of having a little pudge created by drinking mass quantities of beer. I have also been surfing as much as possible, although the rain torments me with its sewar runoff. Speaking of which...After surfing for about an hour and a half today at a spot i normally dont go to, i walked up to leave only to find a sewar drain emptying yummy looking liquid, as the sign next to it warned me of health hazards...whatever that means. By the way i dont know how to spell sewar, so fuck off. Die.

I dont usually write about current events in my life, but i have to make an exception. Tomarrow I take my last final exam of my undergraduate college carreer. After tomarrow I will have a Bachelors of Science degree in Chemistry, and can call my self a American Chemical Society Certified Chemist. WORD!

I was just thinking about how much i love the sound of rain. I dont quite know why it calms me. Maybe its because i grew up in an area where it rains often during the winter. It brings me back to womb. Maybe its the fond remembrance of Costa Rican vacations, where there is nothing to do at night but watch the thunderstorms roll in with the sunset. As the sun dissappears entertainment comes in the form of the various bugs lounging at the local light. This is what you call the "slow life."
I would be completely happy living this type life. A quiet orchid farm in Costa Rica to make ends meet, and a lovely companion would make me perfectly happy. Of course I'd have a bunch of animals running around. And since Costa Rica is rich in waves, I could satisfy my water desire. THats all.

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lately ive been having problems with one of my ears. You know the feeling you get when you cant get water out of your ears; kinda like your riding in an airplane, just more intense. One of my ears is doing that 24 hours a day, and its quite annoying. It actually is starting to mess with my ballance a bit. It got me thinking about losing one of your senses. What sense, if you had to lose one, would you lose? I couldnt lose my taste because i love food too much. I couldnt lose my touch because i value feeling things (hehe). I couldnt lose my sight cause then i couldnt see what i was touching. I couldnt lose my hearing because music is high on my love list. I guess i would go with scent. Even though scent is what makes you really taste foods, you wouldnt lose your taste completely. I guess the taste of food would be dampened by losing your scent, but would you really rather lose another sense? Plus, you wouldnt have to smell stinky farts if you lost your scent. Of course i cannot forget my sixth sense; my omen-ous ability to spell bad luck upon others. I'll leave that for another entry.